Alone

raya holiday
everybody is going home to their loved ones
everyone is going home to their hometown
except me
i am alone in my asrama
what can i do to stop my homesick to get even worst?
i miss my mum who just had my new baby sister
i hate this place
i miss sabah so bad
but mummy i'll be coming hope on november
i promise u that

i am strong

i never knew that after reading lisa's blog i feel a little bit cool
i am strong
and i want to let him go so bad
but its just that i dont want coz i might lose him
lisa say the more u wanna keep it to urself the more suffer u may be
i hate this feeling
the feeling of pain and suffer
she also said that after letting him go i may still feel the pain but it is just for a while

i wan to be strong
i know i am strong

i love u hunny but i just cannot let u leave ur gf for me
i am not evil..i wan to see u happy
but please dont let me think that u like me
u oredi have gf..please let me be alone
i want to forget u or maybe fall out of love with u

please hunny..