SO FAKE

i hate love songs right now..it makes me feel like i'm lonely laR..i hate that man..i hate him for making me feel this way..saya benci kau..u dont even care about me and now u want me back? go to hell laR..who are u to tell me what to do? i am a grown woman, i want to live my life to the fullest and i dont need u to be a part of it..u bastard..i was fine the way i was untill u came and ruin the days..and i wont forgive u for that..i hate u so much that it hurts me inside..

u once told me that u loved me..u even told me that u would never leave and never cheated on me..U ARE SO FAKE..i hate u so much..u deserved to be cheated by ur current girlfriend..after that dont u dare crawl back to me again..i hate u and i dont want to see u..

i miss my hometown

sy rindu mau pulang arghHh!~ bekoz of my assignments deadlines just around the corner jadi ndak dapat balik loRR..but look at the bright side, my aunty cannot paksa me to join unduk ngadau ekekekeke maybe next time dear aunt. but i'll be missing sabah owH, my friends, my family ofkos and the kaamatan season where there will be held at KDCA like always, maybe mungkin

uhuhuhuhuu stupid assignments, if only they give me much time to do so i can go back to kk and follow kaamatan huuh~.

barH until then..i'll be writing again on this blog laRH aRH..

I said NO

My ex just came back to me and apologies to me for his betrayal..thus, he wanted me back, to be like it used to be. Unfortunately i cant, i couldnt trust him anymore..the depression that he'd caused me..the anger that surrounds me..the hatred that eating me alive..NO!!~~ i dont need u in my life..i'll find someone better..someone who appreciate me for who i am..i'm glad though that u finally get to your senses and wanting me back..knowing that u are wrong..but i am sorry that i cannot take u back..u betray me once, broke my heart into pieces..i just couldnt afford to be frustrated again..i hope u would understand what i tried to tell u..i dont love u as much i used to love u..it's ur fault for leaving me for another person..and by that u should prepare for the consequences for ur action..although i used to hate that girl for seducing u..but now i'm not..i dont care about u guys anymore..i've done with tears..tears makes me even stronger..it helps me to be imune of ur cruelity..and anyways the answer u're seeking for is NO~! u are nothing to me..